Fuck you tumblr for screwing up my post which only took me 2h to write. Fuck you so much right now! Depressed, going to sleep. Gonna rewrite it tomorrow since I don’t feel like it today. Feels bad man.
We have no Great Depression.
Our great war is a spiritual war.
Our great depression is our lives…” —Fight Club (via matchesandpapernapkins)
If you are interested in knowing how my heart died this afternoon
When you told me that you decided against me. Against us and against here. When you told me that you’re going to move to the other end of the country to study Kate… a part of me died right in front of you without you even knowing. I was, no I am bummed out. I’m sorry I didn’t said anything.. I’m sorry. I can’t. I’m too attached and my mouth was frozen. I have plenty of things to say to you.. I want you to know so much.. but for some strange reasons I can’t tell you.. I’m sorry Kate. I want(ed) to be with you. I want(ed) to kiss you I want(ed) to wake up next to you and I want(ed) so much for us babe. I know we could achieve something amazing together but you decided to go. You decided against me and that just broke my heart.
How about uhmm….. no?!
I highly derp that!
My fucking heart just dropped a fucking beat.
Okay I’m sorry about all this but let’s just say I got a text with good news. I mean not just good news like good news in general. I mean.. really g o o d news. If that makes any sense to you. I’m literally shaking while I write this and I have a huge amount of adrenalin pumping through my veins. OMYGOSH!!! Okay I need to get back to normal but guys… this could be the beginning of something beautiful.